"Why do we always fall back into old habits? I mean, I know the saying; old habits die hard. But when you think you're completely past the mistakes you used to make, every feeling you used to feel, and all the tears you shed over someone who just didn't seem to care... somehow, you realize, you're right back where you started. Maybe it's the sense of familiarity and comfort. The way your heart used to beat so fast and the butterflies that would flutter away just at the thought of being with him. When the look in his eye could take your breath away. But when you know that there's a strong possibility that nothing could happen... why do you still feel the way you do? Especially after all the pain. The pain was absolutely the worst part. Do you really want to go through that again? Still you can't control yourself... there's something about him. Something that made him different from all of the others, and even though he could very well be a terrible decision for you to get yourself involved with, you still want him. It doesn't make sense. I don't understand it."
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