Epilogue

Where to start? Probably at the beginning. Well, to be honest, when I first saw you, I liked you immediately. And the truth be told, I just wanted to have fun. But in my wildest dreams I’d never even dare to think you’d be a part of my life, much less you’d mean this much to me. But you do, you did and you will. They say you’re really in love when you’re ready to make yourself miserable in order to make someone else happy. Now I understand people when they say you can’t explain love with words. You have to feel it. You have to feel it when it runs through your veins, when it fills your heart and mind and when it slips over your lips. I simply love you. And I know you love her. Or at least like her really much. It’s like we’re more than just friends but still less than lovers. Our story ended before it even begun. I hate how we never got our chance to see what we could’ve been. You know those nights we had where we’d talk about nothing for hours? Those are the nights I’ll never forget. And it means everything to me when you say you remember. You’re one of my best friends and believe me when I say I love you deeply. Cause I really do. I really wonder what you would say if you knew you mean this much to me. I just want you to be happy. I wish you’d meet a girl who shines when she sees you, who makes you a better person and the one who knows what she has when she has you. The whole world. And if that’s her, well, I truly wish you two would last. Please don’t forget, if you ever need anything, a best friend or just a shoulder to cry on, I’ll be there. I will always be there for you. But I just need some time. I just have to get over the idea I’m not the only girl in your life. How about we put some miles in between us? You’ll always be in my heart, though. If only you understood how much you’ve dug yourself into it. I’m scared if I take you out, I’ll bleed to death. For now I’ll keep you in a safe place, but I also have to make room for someone new. Baby, just don’t talk to me for a while. I’m trying to let go, cause not loving you is harder than you know. And for the end? Well, every ending is only a new beginning. Let’s see what life has in store for all of us. :)