I understand that I won't be able to see you smile again and I know I won't get a chance to hug you one last time. I realize this. I thought I was over it after all this time, but I guess I was wrong. It was just a denial, almost a week without tears. But it came back. The idea of you not being with me has almost ripped me wide open again.
I'm sorry because I don't talk about you. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I don't want to cry in front of them. Don't you ever think you aren't missed, because you have no idea how lonely I'm without you here. You were the only person I could tell everything. And I know it'll be better, but for now I can't see so far ahead.
I love you and I always will and I just want you to know how proud I am of you for being so strong. I hope you feel better now because you deserve it. I just want you to know you left really deep footprints in my heart and I wouldn't be the same without you. You will be missed.
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